One of the WORST days EVER!

Well Yesterday I didn't go to school because I puked (Ew)I got out of bed and walked into the Living Room. I was very bored so I decided to find Siearra and pet her. As I walked into my Parents Bedroom I looked on m moms side where Siearra always sleeps. Puzzled. I didnt se Siearra anywhere in that direction. So I thought to myself well She could be under the bed. But I was to lazy to look. I walked back to the living Room and found my dad who kept looking out the Living Room window then walking somewhere else & coming back. I didnt know what he was doing. So I thought nothing of it. As I looked out the window my mothers car was gone. Thats when I knew Siearra was probably at the Doctors getting a check up Or driving around with my mother.



I still wanted an answer. Maybe shes under the bed? Maybe shes outside? Maybe shes with my mom? Or with my mom & Doctor Saris?

Not knowing where she was I walked over to my dad and asked, " Daddy wheres Siearra?" He looked at me with sad eyes. I didn't get what was wrong. He finally spoke and said," Kami hunny.. Siearra passed away" My heart suddenly stopped. I was thinking Are you playing a trick on me Cause you really shouldn't joke like that. I opened my mouth and said Nothing I dropped everything I had in my hands. Then my eyes filled with tears and I cried. Pretty much all day. I'm crying right now.



We knew she had Cancer but It wasnt her fault. My dad said that he was worried last night when he left for work. Cause Siearra usually would walk out with him to say Goodbye. But for some reason she didnt move. She just sat there looking at us. I didn't think anything was wrong. My dad said when he got home he layed down with her petting her. Then she looked at him with her big brown eyes. He understood what she was trying to say. He picked her up & Held her. Then it was over. She was gone.



When my mom got home My dad told me to be strong for my mom. He said its alot to ask for from an 11 year old. My mom got home crying & asked where is she. My dad took her into the garage & I heard my mom screaming her name and crying loudly. I couldn't help but start crying myself. Siearra was like my sister. All of the dogs are like my sisters. But Siearra was closer to my dad. Then anyone else. He felt like she was his little girl.


That day was full of crying, Broken hearts, Tears, Everything was a mess.


As the afternoon came around. I was talking to Maddie on the phone. I didnt want to cry in front of her. So I tried to make both of us laugh and try to forget about the sadness.. For now.

Everyone says, " Yeah its sad when you lose a pet but you get over it "

I cant get over Siearra She didn't deserve to have cancer WHAT SO EVER.

That lady was just to Selfish Wanting her own gain to endanger a poor defenceless puppy.


That sickens me. People treat animals like a little slave or something.
But there living creatures too. They only want there own gain Money money money.
Even if I needed money Really bad I still wouldn't sell a dog who had cancer KNOWING they had it to someone Unaware & not telling them. If I see her I probably will punch her in the face. I think she should go to jail. I really do.


Siearra had NO right to die.





Siearra the Shih Tzu
July 2009
To
August 2010
I <3 you

Stores, Middleton, & Converse

Today I had to get up at 7 or 8 To go to Middleton Which is pretty much a 20 - 30 minute drive from Boise. Then we had to pick up my Grandma & Off we were. We went to these 3 stores :







I got alot of clothes including : Shirts, Undershirts, Flats, & Skinny jeans (In colors & Black :D ] & Then I got my FAVORITE thing in the WHOLE Day :



I love my converse :] I heard Abby loves then But I never knew they had this one kind. Mine are sparkly & White In the sun they have these little sparkles that change colors ! I love them !!!! :]

Funny

Lol, Embarassing momments. Even at Walmart !



Dark Vader can have fun too ya know


Aww poor person.. LOL




Just Smile :]!


I hope you enjoyed these Funny pictures Lol :]

Monster High

Hello I just discovered something very new and Awesome. Well in my perspective. Anyway its called Monster High. Theres these Tween/Teens Who go to a school called Monster High. Like the legends of Dracula, Frankenstein, & Warewolves. Well these are Dolls Kinda like Bratz And Barbies. There made by the same company, Mattel. There names are, Draculara (Draculas daughter), Frankie Stein (Franken Steins daughter), Lagoona Blue (Lagoon monsters daughter), Cleo De Nile (Mummys daughter), Deuce Gorgon (Cleo's Bf) & Clawdeen Wolf (Warewolf's Daughter) All of these Monsters go to Monster High. Heres a picture of them :


I wonder what mattel will come up with next. :]
Enjoy Monster High !
Cant wait 'til they come out
I think they already did !
Maybe Walmart ?
Probably.

...

I really dont know what to do. Litteraly. My life is technically a living heck. Some of the reasons why..

I miss my grandma who died of cancer When I was just a little girl.

I miss my cat who Left when I was little.

I miss my fish Sabrina who died of to Cold of Conditions.

I miss my Bunny Rabbit Thumper who died of Overdose.

I miss my Guini Pig who died of Cancer.

But yet my life seems to get worse As another one is dying of cancer.
It seems like everyday things get worse.
Including my family..

My father worked in the Airforce And got hurt. Now he has 2 Steel plates in his neck causing him pain.

My mother got hit in a car crash at 50 Mph. She might need back sugery.

It seems everytime I turn around my parents are fighting.
I HATE that.

I feel alone.
Sometimes I just want to give up.
Like theres nothing to live for anymore.
It hurts to think that way.
I know I have to face the truth in life.
The saying Big girls Dont cry.
I dont believe it.
Im a big girl.
I cry.
Alot.
I just want to sit on my bed and scream & Cry into my pillow.
I miss Abby.
I know how Madison feels in losing her dear Grandfather.
It hurts.
It really does.
When My grandmother died I just wanted to go with her.
Even though I was small.
They say things happen for a reason.
But it seems to me it always happens to me.
I cant even keep one animal alive for its lifetime.
Its not fair.
But then again life isnt fair.
I really just wish Everything was as easy as it was.
Yes I admit it,
Im afraid of Lightning.
Im not embarassed.
Its who I am.
Im scared of alot of things.
And I know I need to let go.
Alot of things I regret doing.
I Just feel alone.
Like no one understands me.
Or how I feel.
I wish theres someone who,
Understands me who,
Gets me who,
Knows what I mean who,
Care what im saying.
I dont know anymore.
I do sometimes just want to let go.
Get away from it all and never come back.
It hurts to say that but sometimes its the truth.
Yes alot of the time im afraid of the truth and I never want to open up.
But when I save All that inside.
I just cant hold it in any longer.
Well right now im opening up.
Like I said im afraid of things.
I have nightmares.
Im a human Being.
Theres nothing wrong with being afraid of things.
Im not embarassed to say I dont like thunder storms.
I dont like Being up in the mountians.
It makes me quesy.
So?
Thats who I am
And I like me for me.
I just dont get it anymore.
I just.
Need someone.
It feels like No one wants to be around me.
I think im alot of things that people dont like.
Sometimes I smile when Im sad.
When people see me they think Oh what a happy little girl.
Im not happy.
Im not joyful.
When I burst into tears and my parents ask whats wrong.
I cant tell them the truth.
It just hurts to much.
I may laugh, But really its eating me alive.
I just want someone I can look in their eyes and have them know Exactly what im feeling.

Morning Fright !!

Ok so today I got up and for the first time in a while, I got to play around with my mom :D. Anyway I took maybe a 10 minute nap and was awoken by The tv. We switched over to Dish and now we have to use the surround sound stero to hear the tv. Lol. ANYWAY I went to say good morning to Siearra. I looked all around my parents room. All around the house But yet I couldnt find her I started panicing thinking what If Siearra was dead. :(



Well ...




Uh...



She wasnt :)
I asked my mom where she was and she said at the vet getting another blood transfusion :I Yes its sad but at least it helps.


Tell Siearra you love her && Hope for the best :)
I love you guys

Have a Funny Friday
:D

:(

:( Today Hopefully NOT our last day with Siearra. :( :( :( :( :( Last week on Thursday was when she got the blood transfusion. This next part is Kindah nasty :I Siearra was Pooping blood. BUT she had a blood transfusion so it might not have done damage. But yeah today MIGHT be our LAST day with her :(.

Last 3 days

Our last (Hopefully NOT) 3 days with Siearra, Im trying to spend as much time as I can with her Just in case something does go wrong. Very wrong. In fact Im gonna go see her right now :] Ttyl

Our last week..

Hi people .-. This week is our Last week with Siearra.. Yes im mad Im sad Im furious Im confused Im fustraded Im scared Im alot of things right now. I cant believe someone would do that. TO A PUPPY. My mom said The lady KNEW about the Cancer She said it had happened once before. But ohh Does she stop breeding the dogs because the genitic DNA Of the dogs mother NO. She keeps doing it so she can get MONEY. Why is EVERYTHING about MONEY !! WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE MONEY OR SAVE A HELPLESS DEFENCELESS BABY PUPPY. THE CHOICE IS SIMPLE. PEOPLE HAVE STOPED CARING FOR THESE ANIMALS, OUR ENVIORMENT TOO. YOU KNOW ANIMALS LIVE HERE TOO. WHY KILL THEM ?? WHAT IF UOU WERE IN THEIR SHOES AND THEY KILLED YOU ??!! Im FURIOUS right now >_< Our LAST FREAKIN week with SIEARRA. THAT BREEDER KNEW SIEARRA WAS GONNA DIE SO WHY NOT TELL US BEFORE WE HAD TO DO ALL THIS ?? AT LEAST GIVER HER A CHANCE !! My mom and me have been praying It hurts to think about.. Losing another animal :( First Jasmine, Then Mitsy, Then Thumper, NOW SIEARRA ?? The thing i CANNOT stand is ANIMAL CRUALTY Its not right. Its against the law. And this lady who bred Siearra ohh shes gonna get it alright. Shes probably gonna go to court anf then jail for Breeding animals that already had problems THAT SHE KNEW ABOUT and selling it just for FREAKING MONEY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats REDICULOUS It really is.


I think some people need to LEARN not to BREAK THE LAW. its not fair. Bringing an animal into this world and then just litteraly killing it. Ohh that lady is in DEEP trouble with not just My mom but with ME. :I I really wish this NEVER happened that Siearra NEVER had Cancer She was a normal HEALTHY puppy just like the REST of OUR DOGS are. But no It always happens to ME ALWAYS I find someone or Something I love or like and what happens next ITS TAKEN RIGHT FROM MY HANDS. My mom said either she "Goes in her sleep" or has to be Put down You know whats funny. It always has to happen to me everyone else can have a CUTE ADORABLE little PUPPY without it DIEING on you but No I cant If I ever see a CUTE ADORABLE little PUPPY And I magically get it whats happens Huh WHAT HAPPENS ?? IT DIES OR IT GETS HURT OR IT HAS TO BE PUT DOWN ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MEEEEE ALWAYS !! ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWWWWWWWWWWAYYYSSSSSS :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(




Always Me.

Cancer..

Hi.. Today Well actually yesterday my mom told me whats wrong with... Siearra.. She told me she had cancer.. I didnt know.. My mom told me," We didnt tell you because you were trying to pass the fifth grade and we didnt want you to be distracted Because then you might not of focused on your schoolwork.".. I was mad.. REALLY mad.. my mom said it wasnt my fault.. she said it was the lady who gave us Siearra she never took care of her basically.. Then a fly flew by.. Then I hit the fly with the flyswater.. I hit it babishly at first.. then I hit it hard over and over again.. Yeah Im still mad.. Why do people do THAT?? They breed there animals just to make money and DONT EVEN TAKE CARE OF THEM! THEY SOULD GO TO JAIL.. Im REALLY mad.. my parents might even go to court Idk.. I wanna wring that lady by her neck ._. she had NO right to do that NO RIGHT AT ALL!! Yes maybe she needed the money but couldnt she at leadt of taken care of the dog I mean really that stupid :| I HATE people who do that and im an animal LOVER!! I hate to see people do that How dare them! at least she could of taken CARE of Siearra instead of doing that.. I really wish I could just talk to that lady give her a piece of MY mind.. Id probally be so mean she'd cry .__. I just wish she would come to Boise. I'd slap her to death !! Thats how mad I am I'd even risk going to JUVINAL HALL im so mad :x So yes I probally should go to COOL myself down again Just talking about this makes me wanna, Like I said, Wring her by her neck, Slap her to death, And kick her in the face ._. Yes I can get very wiolent Mostly in words But I am FURIOUS .__.








Poll :
Do you think its wrong to treat an animal with such disgrace?

A: Heck yes!!
B:Yes
C:Heck no!!
D:No
E:Kind of..
F:Maybe depending on what animal.
G:They should go to jail
H: A+B+G
I:C+D+F
J:E+F+G


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New hair style !!

Hey peoples Well i got a new hairstyle Its kinda short to me but Madison says its Long still o.o I miss you too Abby!! :( Ill try and see if I can upload a picture. :D Lataa tataas (Later Taters :)

OH!! I also have a new email because on puggypoo when my cp crashed now I dont recieve emails Soo Yaa the new email adress is tigerslove199@gmail.com OR squggypug@gmail.com :) Byee!!

Wait.

Hey people :3 Sorry I havent posted D: Well I forgot my password AGAIN xD So I emailed them Lol Well I signed in the wrong person O_O Lemme log back out and in :3 Catch ya lata !!

H.A.G.S !! :)

Carnivall

Ok so today we had our White Pine Elementry (I think thats how yhu spell it) Carnival and it was Awesome (wish yhu were there abby :{ )I think maddie did the Ding Dong walk and Olivia's mom was at Popcorn (or Sophie's they look like each other to me) And we had live music But my favorite was.. Dun Dun Dunnnn The teacher dunk Wooo!! Mr. Taylor got dunked alot xDD! So did i think Mr. Bellomy o_o Anyway it was awesome.


I foudn Emily and she had messed up knees. I asked what happened and she said she was chasing Brandon (or Brandan WHATEVER) and she was chasing him because he said something so then she tripped on his heel and she fell. Sophie said there was alot of blood (or was that uh.. Candace Ligeia Kelly or Mary) o_O anuway so yeah.



Me and emily tried the 3 legged race. I fell Rofl (roll on floor laughing [: ) but anyway we got a prize. I got a whistle (yellow) and emily got a whistle (orange) Then we played a few other games and got a finger buddy thing o.o (i lost mine O: )
And we got rice crispies, Face paintings and a hand face dude ( WITH A MUSTACHE AND BEARD :DD!!) So yeah it was fun [:


Miss you Abby.
We all do!!
[: :[

Have a nicee dayy :P


--
Kami <33

Try Outs!

Okk so. . . today at school I had tryouts because we are doing a play called the Castaways! Anyway after our second recess we go to the cafiteria to play instiments, I play violin of course, and today i had my tryouts!! I went with Madison because she also had a tryout, Madison tried out for Cathy or Kathy i don't know witch way to spell it lol! but i tried out for Mrs. Barnaby, I said my parts and Mrs. Allen never had to tell me i needed to speak louder ( witch i am very proud of! :]) Then disaster!. . . . . I had my solo part!!! (OH NOOO) and Maddie and me were fighting to who went first (play fighting of couse :]) lol that was way before i even started :] just thought i'd bring it up :]



So anyway i had my solo!! maddie was sitting in the chair staring at me and I told her to not look or listen when I sang LOL I know ridiculous :] Anyway (sorry taking up all your time I know I know lol) So i sang and Mrs.Allen helped me because i didnt know when to start :] thats just me. I stared singing and two other girls came in Devinie, and Carly (I know Devinie i dont know Carly Mrs.Allen said her name out loud :}) And they both heard me. I was scared half to death. When i finished i saw Maddie looking at me and i noticed she heard the whole thing! :O


Mrs.Allen Said,"Kami you have an exellent voice. The song sounded perfect!" I was wondering what if I get the part OMG! Lol. Guess what MADDIES TURN :]. Maddie went up and said her part. Her voice was loud and clear ( I bet she got the part ) I was listening and then she ended a voice on the intercome came on and it said,"Kami Wade to the front office please Kami Wade Thank you" I looked up at Mrs. Allen she nodded at me and said i could go. So away i went walking down the halls to see what they needed me for. At first i thought i got into trouble and was getting a red card. On my way out of the music room i heard Carly say to me,"Great job! Your voice sounded great! I hope you get the part!" I looked up at her and said," Thanks you too" and walked out the door.


I looked into the office and saw no one i asked Mrs. Kramar and she said my mom was looking for me. So she let me out the front door and i was walking looking up front to find my mom when i noticed she was parked in the Timberline parking lot. So i had to walk all the way back to the Timberline parking area. I ran into maddie and had a short quick little talk. Off i went going to the Timberline parking lot. I saw my mom after running about maybe half a mile or less. After that i just got in the car and left.


I hope Maddie and me get the parts! :]

Have a greaaaat night!

--
Kami

The annoying orange!

SO ANNOYING OMG!!!!!!!!! i almost about peed my pants o_O.... SO ANNOYING ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey apple apple apple apple APPLE! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! blah blah blah blah blah apple apple apple WHAT! knife.. HUH? AHHHHHH ._. poor apple

Boredom

Im bored ._. la lalalall allalala lalalala lalalaala...... o_o abby..... i saw.....the..... annoying.....orange....o_e......he.....is......really.............................................................ANNOYING! rofl O_O bored ._.



bye bye .-.

Birthday

I want my birthday to come so badly!!!!!! its febuary so lets see.... about ONE IN A HALF TO TWO MONTHS O_O!!!!!!!!!! I WANT MY BIRTHDYA TO COME D: D: D: D:

Sorry

Sorry i havent posted O: I was sick the past two days because i threw up in my mouth the first say ( EWWW i know ) the second day i felt dizzy for some weird reason O_O so yeah.... EEK EEEK EEEEK EEEEEK EEEEEEK EEEEEEEKEEEEEEEEKEKEKEKEKKEKEKEKKEKEKE O_O



P.s
shout ou to
Madison, or
Abby...

Ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch CHIAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pillow Pet!

Hi guys :) I was watching tv and i saw this thing called a "Pillow pet"! They are ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!! It's a pillow It's a pet it's a Pillow Pet! There so cute! They have dogs, bees, horse/unicorn thingy, froggy, and all sorts of types! My birthsays coming up (not really its april 5th xD) and I'm asking my mom for one (the dog of course and maybe the horse/unicorn thingy) I'm so excited!! bye bye :3 have a gweat day!

P.S! Post!
My birthday is kinda soon so where should it be?!

A. build a bear
b. home party
c.idaho ice world
d.sleep over party
e.post an idea!

P.S.S if we do the sleep over then we can do an activity like a. b. or c. post your answer bye! :)

POST POST POST!!!!

Hello today i have a special announcment! I......................................LOVE...................ME........JK...I...LOVE...................CHICKEN
YES it is true chicken chicken CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!! <3>

I LOVE chicken

As you can see i got new stuff all thanks to my dear dear friend Madison, anyway you cna feed the fish just click on the water :) and my picture yes its true I LOVE chicken!!!!! I'll scream it to the world I LOVE CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now as you can see if your Madison, Olivia, Courtney, Abby or anyone else who knows me you already know I LOVE CHICKEN I LIVE FOR IT!!!!! So with that in mind remember..... Boys are 90% mischief and 10% dirt, Always do your BEST! why brown? because brown is the color of. . .. .. . CHICKEN :D BAM!

Alvin an dthe Chipmunks!

Alvin and the Chipmunks the Squeakquel!! O em gee I wanna see that so bad! I love britney! Shes adorable! I can name all the boys and one girl :D Alvin, Simon, Theodore, and Britney :D I love chipmunks such cute cheeks!! Yes indeed! I want to talk about naother thing George Lopez :) My mom watches WAY to much lol! and so I was watching it and i was writing on my blog! One thing George said was,"Mom you did miss me." Then Benny (his mom) said,"That was only because i thought you were moving." And George pauses then benny says,"I would come over there and hit candy out of your big pinata head." George says, "Come over here and try it you nasty little penguin!" That brings me to my next poll! :

Would you rather have someone hit you in the head with a stick and call your head a big pinata, OR be short and have your son call you a nasty little penguin? (obviously their playing) answers in the coments :)

Thanks!
Have a gweat night peeps :)

O em gee!

Hwi guys sorry i haven't posted, i forgot my password lol! So how was everyone's Christmas? Mine was great! I got a Nintendo Ds I (or Nintendo Ds light) it's blue and i got a blue case plus blue Gumy earphone's. And guess what! Madison Morris one of my very dear friends got the same thing! Only her's isn't blue lol! I want to let Abby know I'm sad she's moving to Eagle! I was crying one night! Crying myslef to sleep! It's been a gweat 2009! All the people that are dear to me! I'm sure I'll miss Abby! It's awful one of my dear friends are leaving if another one left. . . . . . . . O em gee! I would die!

That's all i have to say today
peeps :D Bye for now!

Shout outs to my dear dear friends: Abby, Madison, Olivia, Mary, Emily, Journey, Courtney, Candace, Ligiea, and Grace